Heart Journaling

An extract from Hayley Solich’s heart journal, entry 25 February 2020

The glitter and sparkle of this world is nothing compared to the outstanding glory of my presence.  This world is empty, it is like an applied that looks lovely and then when you bite into it is rotten to the core.  Do not trust in the sparkle of this world, because it is temporal.

There are things that are of natural worth and things that are of eternal value.  Natural worth is temporal.  Eternal value is ongoing, forever.  Invest in eternally valuable things.

It is like the man who discovers the pearl of great price.  He gave everything – his whole fortune – to purchase the land that had the hidden pearl.

This is how you are to live your life.  Completely sold out and chasing after the prize of eternal salvation. 

The doors stand abundantly open to you.  Opportunity is knocking.  It is time to respond.

Get the passport ready.  Be prepared to leave all and to go.  There is a destiny that awaits you that is beyond your own personal vision.  You cannot foresee how your obedience will start a ripple effect across the world. Step over.  Do not hesitate.  When the door opens, cross over.

Let down your guard to me.  Let your heart be laid bare before me.  Let the walls come down.  Do not try to keep me out any longer.  Do not keep me outside of the hidden recesses of your heart.  I want to be deep within your heart.  I want to bring you healing in a deeper way.  Open up to me.  Open up to me. 

You have not yet tasted the joy that I have for you.  Open up to me and let the grief go, let the tears fall, let the moments spent in solitude and loneliness be driven from your heart because you are complete in me.  You are completely accepted by me.  You are completely filled by me.  Let my light of love shine from you.  You were made to be Tran descent.  You were made to be a vessel of honour and glory, to radiate my light.

An extract from Hayley Solich’s heart journal, entry 23 February 2020

You have a very full bucket, ready to pour from.  There is so much water within you. Life-giving water.  It is time to flow and pour it out.  You are no longer in drought.  You have learned how to tap into the resources of the spirit, to draw comfort and strength from the deep places.  You are strong.  You are fierce.  You are a warrior, yet you have this gentleness of spirit, this quiet confidence, this richness of care for others.

I have made you, all of you.  There is no part that is unworthy.  It is all worthy.  You need to be confident in who you are and in how you have been created.  Take your eyes of form and onto spirit. Your form can change, but the spirit is constant. When you are looking at form you are missing the opportunities that surround you.  Do not limit your thinking.  It is like the stairs at Aparana Ridge.  You were walking in fear up and down the stairs, ever careful in case you should fall.  You had convinced yourself that your body was not able to navigate the stairs without danger.  Then I challenged you to believe that you were agile and could navigate the stairs with ease and what happened?  You were able to walk not holding on, to step confidently, taking one stair with each foot instead of having to step both feet onto the same step. 

This is how life is.

You no longer need to live in fear.  But rather to live in trust. To step confidently.

There is so much richness, so much refreshing in the bucket that is your heart.  It is time to pour.  Pour it out.  Refresh others.

You will have an endless supply.  For the bucket has been filled by your own tears, by the heartbreak and the sorrow, but you are no longer heartbroken and sorrowful.  You are healed and powerful.  Rejoice in your current state of being.  Empowered.  Confident.  Able.  Respected.  Desired.  You are who you are meant to be.  Take your eyes off form and step into the person that I have called you to be.

An extract from Hayley Solich’s heart journal, entry 11 February 2020

Open the eyes of your Spirit.  Stop searching for answers.  Open the eyes of your Spirit.  Truth lies in the voice of my Spirit.  It does not lie in the wisdom of the world, for this world is passing.  You cannot solve the issues of your heart with the wisdom of this world.  It will only gain you the prize of this world’s riches.  The prize you want is eternity’s riches.

So, when you are seeking worldly wealth, prestige, recognition and fame, you are missing the point of your existence.  You are not created to bask in your own glory.  It will never satisfy you.  It is my glory that you are hungry for, even if you don’t recognise it.  For my glory is powerful, it is life-transforming, awe-inspiring and dangerous if you are not willing to be submitted to me.

Look deeper than you are seeing. There is a realm that lies just beyond what you can touch and feel.  This is the realm you must endeavour to connect with, for this is the realm of faith, the realm of grace and the realm of my Spirit.

When you are seeking to find truth, you look in a mirror, but the mirror only reflects back to you what you already know, what you have already seen.  It hides the truth because you only see what you want to see.  Because the truth is what you sometimes are unwilling to notice, unwilling, to hear, and unwilling to see. 

What you don’t realise is that the strange thing about truth is that it will see you free. 

Man has always preferred the lie.  He has always sided with the deception because of pride.  Adam…Eve…this behaviour is as old as time.

Allow the light of truth to set you free.  It lies in the dimension of my Spirit.  It is not two dimensional, truth is four dimensional.  It is transformational.  It is majestic and pure. It is revealing light like you have never seen that exposes you to the core and rebuilds you in an instant.  My truth is transformational.

This world will seek to deceive you into thinking it is a propagator of the truth, but you need to know that the world will lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie and lie to you.  It will try to tell you that black is white and white is black until you are convinced that everything is grey.  You cannot believe the world.  It is twisted by agenda, by ambition and self-seeking.

You shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free.  Seek out the truth.

My son is the Way, the Life and the Truth.

An extract from Hayley Solich’s heart journal, entry 4 February 2020

Hear with your heart and not with your mind, so that you can trust, fully. 

Sometimes you are hearing with your mind and you are trying to work everything out logically.  But there are times when things are not going to be logical.  There are times when you are just going to have to let go and allow yourself to go with the flow, without fully understanding.  This is trust.

You don’t trust easily.  You always feel like you have to probe and analyse.  This is what bothers those around you.  They feel like they are always under the microscope. 

You need to stop and go with the flow.

You need to allow the intuitive side of your nature to have a stronger weighting in your rationale and criteria for choices.  When you shut that part down, as you do too often, you don’t allow things to progress naturally.  You are always trying to make things happen instead of allowing them to come to you.

The guidance for you now is to stop, to let go, to allow the stream of life to take you to the bank that is the most appropriate for you in this season.

Don’t fight it.  Be like that branch that floats and is tossed about a little but eventually comes to rest.  You will love your resting place when it arrives.  Just surrender to the process.

There is a man who looks at life through his own iron clad thinking, his own rationale.  That is not the type of person that I want you to be.  I want you to be malleable, to be flexible, to be able to flow and bend with what comes to you.  Let go of rigid thinking, of rigid ways.  Learn to be like elastic and plasticine.

For if you will learn to bend with your circumstances, then you will not break.

An extract from Hayley Solich’s heart journal, entry 2 February 2020

Hush now little one.  You are panicked.  You are fearful.  Do you not know that the rain falls and you cannot control it?  It may be just a sprinkle one minute, but then it can be like a great deluge. However, you cannot control what comes upon you; you can only control your reaction to it.

You sit in a space where there has been much rain.  There has been much heartache.  So many confronting things.  And like the person who is traveling and gets stuck in a flash flood, you are unprepared for this deluge.  Consequently, you are not prepared for the fight to survive.

But you are not alone. I will always rescue you. I am your emergency service.  So, do not look to others for  I am your rescuer.

And when you feel that great pain inside of you, that seeks to overwhelm you, it is me who will hold you.  I will carry you through.  Just rest in me.  Lay your head on my shoulder.

You are strong but you are also precious.  You were not made to carry such heavy loads; to shoulder the burden of others.  You were made to be simple, beautiful, soft and gentle.  You are not who you were created to be.   Let go of some of the layers.  You don’t need to protect everyone anymore because you are okay.  You are safe. Therefore, it is safe to let it go.

Let the dam wall break.   The more you try to hold it all together, the harder that it is.  You were not made to take so much.  Let it go.

Feel peace enter your being as you let it go.  Feel my serenity enter you.  Put down your sword and shield.  Rest from the fight.

Finally, I will cause you to lay down in green pastures.  I will cause you to enter into times of great rest if you will come to me.  Come to me with all of your burdens.  Do not carry them anymore.  Lay down your burdens.  Lay them down and rest in me.

If this has touched your heart, you may also love to listen to this song from Melissa Hesler and Cageless Birds